2004 sep 28...njan adyamayi collegil vanna divasam..six long years ..but still i can remember that chill down my spine..my breathing rate was high ...kiran nidi manu visnu vineeth sijay sreenath..perukal matame ariyu aparichitamay lokam puthiya aalukal..i ve  never heard of sanskrit before..and during our chat my new class mates say we have 200 marks sanskrit paper and first paper is full of grmmer..i was an overgrown child ever since my school days and dark hairs under my nose prevented me from showing my nervousnes..calm down.. i repeated to my self...evalo panniyiukke ithu paannnamata..
  and during my inerview ive accidently found a list of students who were selected and among those was 16 rank holder in entrance exams..my rank was  a few thousands back..wow i was already feeling that heat..kiran was talking smooth.he told he too was like me and doesnt knw sanskrit..manu had studued it in 12  vineeth visnu nidi sreenath  all have joined 2 days before me..sanskrit  is just a new langauge come on  i kept on saying it to my self...after the prayer our class started ...sanskrit sir ..ramdas .was having a thick beard and shrewd looks..he gave me an unusual stare..he started shouting some thing...a e u nu le ru ku .....and to my horror the rest of the class started shouting back ..ya la va ....wat the f...wat is happening i looked at kirans face  and then i was happy he was stayin idle just like me...and then all of a sudden started shouting back aa ee uu nnu...hell was down under heaven wwas upon my shoulder...thendi ..chatiyan vanchana....njan pettu enneniku manasilayi..ini rakshayilla..onnum manasilavunilla..sir enthina etra uchathil alarunathu evenmar ee baasha evdunu padichu..njan theerumanichu vaikuneram  5 30 ku bus undu peti edkua oduka ivde ninna pani kitum..his highness abdulla filmile gana sadasu pole kaithaparam aayi ramdas sir oru vasathu ente clasile mohan lal mar ethir vasathu matsarichu angodum ingodum paatum slokavaum..ho...rakshayilla oru mani koor 2 3 illa 3hrs ayitum sir nirthunilla pulli samsarikunathu polum sanskritil ....sapikakapetta eethu nimishathano daivame njan ingodu vandi keriyathu...intervel aakumbo irangi odam  nu vecha paisa undonu arila vazhi arila athonum poaranjitu clas pandaram theerunumilla...1 o clock aayapo visanu porinju thudangi..adya paadam grihasta no entho angeru paranju ethu motham padichondu varanayirikum  trailer illatha etho thelungu padam kandathu pole mandane pole irikunna enne noki chatra aagachatu ..ennu hahhah chatra ...ellarum enne noki daivame pani kiti entho qstn anu njan mindandirkunathu pulli kando..ithu muzhuvan parayipikuo..njan enthu cheyanam ennariyathe eneetu ..sir enthokeyo pinnem sanskritl ..ho njan aake viyarthu..appolanu sradichatu pulli sanskrit alla njan evideyo keta oru bashayanu .......malayalam ...daivameee...nammade malayalam  ...sir ennodu angodu varan parayukayanu..athum malayalathil 4 hr contineous sanskrit ketu njan malayalam polum maranu poyi...puthiya aalukalodu parichayapeduthan...athu kazhinju class interval kazhinje ullu ennu oru swamini vannu paranju....ellarum angodum ingodum namh siva ya ennu parayunu..ee aasramtil muni varyane pole..aaru varsham kazhiyano...ho...mess hall ethi plate edthu chorum karikalum edthu aarthiyode thainnan pokunathinu mumbu pinnem bell pinnem prarthan  15 mnt prarthana..marubhumiyiloode nadanu kazhinju varunavanodu pepsi kodthitu kudikaruthu prarthana ennu...daivame  njan mansuruki vayaruruki prarthichu ee praarthana onnu kazhiyane nu..avasanam kazhinju 5mnt kondu plate kalikayaki pinnem edkan poaypo pinnem bell..daivame ini randamathu fd edkunathinu mumbum prarathana undo etharinjirunel aadyathe edupinnu nannayi edkayirunu...appolanu oruthi vannu parayunathu class thudangarayi angodu povan..patram kazhuki nere clasilekodi....half hr e ullu break..ucha kazhinju sanskrit alla subjects aanu athu pinne teachers malayalm parayum englishum parayum..vaikuneram 4 nu class kazhinju oru boat undu aasram thile hostelileku 4 30 ku vannilenki athu povum athondu odi keri..hostelil ethi.
                                                  .aasramathile oru flat aanu hostel .nalla muri onnu kidakam nu vechapo payauva seve ku pokanam nu..seva nu vecha angane enna pani ennonum illa aasram pressil print chyunna books edthu storil vekkam..clean cheyyam thenga pothikam alenkil ethenkilum swami mar ammayude katha kal  parayum athoke ketu kondirikam very intersting..oru 6 30 akum vare angane..6 30 ku roomil vannu kulichu nere bhajan hall avde evening food kazhikunathinu mumbu first yrs 2hr compulsory bhajana ku irikanam..pinne  are kandalum wish cheyanam namah siva ya nu....evening bhajanaku sijay nte bhajan book njan nilathu vechatinu avan ennodu choodayi aa books orikalum nilathu vekaruthu ennu ...food kazhikan 3000 prude mess hall q nini oru 8 auvmbo chappatim kariyo atho kanjiyo kitum ..taste ne kurichu parayarutu..oru padu perku undakunathale atrem ruchiyokeye kaanu..9 nu roomil vanna pinne nalatheku padikanam...first day in amrita....i wonder how i managed to stay there..that night i was on the verge of coming back....i was lying on my back..almost on the verge of a emotional break downn waitin for sleep to take away my consiousness...  amritayil join cheyuna oru aan kuti engane aavaruthu enathinulla udaharaanam  aya aaru varshathe jeevithamanu enne kaathirikunathu ennu njan annu swapanathil polum vicharichitundavila